Monday, October 13, 2014

A letter of Thansgiving

Happy thanksgiving
The trees are zipping past as miles of track are covered on the way back to Union station in the heart of the city that never stops. A weekend of work has ended off with small talk over pasta and a glass of wine in an artsy apartment of a cousin of mine. There's so much for me to be thankful for.
So many times I've heard comments such as "it must be hard", "you must miss home", "I don't know how you do it" and I just smile and shrug. When I have time like this on the train to reflect upon where I am in my life and where I've come I can't help but smile. Of course it's hard. Of course I miss home. And I don't even know how I do it sometimes. However, I can't stop and just focus on those thoughts. There's so much around me that I have to be thankful for.
I have an amazing opportunity to do my MA in a new city and experience something I never have before. I'm thankful for the apartment and living situation the Lord has provided me with. I am thankful for a supportive family, who I do miss, but can call at any hour in the night or day and know they'll be there. Not only do I have a family to be thankful for, but a friend group who is just as much family to me as anyone I know. 
Sure it's cloudy and rainy, but I am thankful for the cool fall weather and grey sky that really makes the changing leaves even more vibrant. I am thankful for a warm cup of coffee to accompany me on this trip back home. 
The list could go on and on, but I really just wanted to write a little letter even though I said I wasn't able to continue the letter blog. Perhaps a letter every once in a while would be okay. A time for me to reflect. A time for me to update and let you know that everything is good.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Dear Readers

Dear Readers,
I must first apologize for the lateness of this apology and also I must apologize for my lack of posts.
When I started out over 300 days ago I set out to write a letter to an individual each day of the year as a way to stop my life and think of someone other than myself. Now that I write that goal out again I feel selfish in writing this letter.
My life has become to fill with many pressing things that I'm having trouble keeping in order. Thus I must apologise and say I will not, at this point, be continuing letters daily as I do not have time to sit down for a good portion of time to write a meaningful letter. As you may have noticed my letters have been lacking in almost everything and that wasn't the point of this project. It was not to be seen as a burden or chore and I fear that's what it has become.
So on that note, I hope to continue this some day in the future when I have sorted through the many things on my plate. I am sorry.
I love and miss you all.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Dear Luke

Dear Luke,
I've made it through the book you wrote and was very intrigued by the way it was written. By understanding who you were, what you focused on because of your profession and how you had interactions with Jesus, I was able to read through the gospel and learn more about my savior. I'm so happy for that and I'm so blessed to have His entire word in my hands. Why wouldn't I study it continuously?
It must have been difficult as a physician back in those times. However, it's amazing that you were there to see all these miracles, things being performed that medicine even today would never be able to do. I bet you were floored when you saw these things. Can't wait to have a good chat about it in heaven!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Zephaniah

Dear Zephaniah,
I've rediscovered your book and am enjoying the words that God wrote through you. It has inspired me and helped me through a very busy week. I just want to say thanks God for sending such a great message through your prophet. I can't wait to meet you in heaven!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Russia

Dear Russia,
Can you please stop being stupid so I can come back and visit you? I'd really appreciate it and it would make my language learning so much easier. -sigh-
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Petersburg Group

Dear Petersburg Group,
How could I not write a letter while you're all together and enjoying yourselves?! I miss you guys so much it's killing me that I'm not there to celebrate with you guys. I'm secretly glad Tobi and Nelson/Alex aren't with you guys either because that way I actually would be dying missing out. At least I can call Tobi and we can mope about it together haha.
I hope everyone's semester is going great and that you guys are having a great time this week. Try and relax a bit, but have a lot of fun! Have some good adventures that'll be as memorable as Russia. Try to be...smarter than we were in Russia. I know it's not the same being in Newfoundland, but who knows when the next time you'll all be together is?!
I'm living vicariously through you all in the photos and messages that have been sent my way. I love it haha. Take care and have a drink (or two or three) for me!
Love y'all.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Dear Donna and Gerry

Dear Donna and Gerry,
Expect an email in your inbox!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Friday, September 19, 2014

Dear Thesis Idea

Dear Thesis Idea,
Please come and greet me with wide open arms. I'm waiting.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Ladies

Dear Ladies,
I can't believe the whole summer went by already and we've all parted ways (for the most part). I'm so glad we started this little group and are able to continue to have fellowship together even if it's through technology. I'm excited to learn and grow with you. Trust me I have been tempted so much to say I cannot do this study with you guys because I'm so busy, but I know that I need this time with you girls. You give me strength and peace of mind and I miss you all so much.
Can't wait for our talk on Sunday.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear God

Dear God,
Give me strength so that I might continue through these long, busy days. Let me make the most of every minute you give me and not be distracted from you or your word. Help me touch those I come into contact with and I pray you will guide me in your way. Thank you for this opportunity you have given me and let me make the most of it.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Professors

Dear Professors,
I am thrilled to be working for and with you. I know that I'm overwhelmed with all the things you've thrown at us, but I can't wait to learn more and soak up all the knowledge like a sponge. Thank you for the time you give us all and I hope to get to know you all as I knew my professors at MUN.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Friends and Family

Dear Friends and Family,
Well...I am officially five days behind on my posting of letters. I think that's a record. I can't even begin on how busy things have been and how I really have just jumped into the deep end of the pool with only beginner level training in swimming. (Bad metaphor I know) But seriously....wow.
I finally was able to sit down and write out a reading schedule that I found useful to do in my undergrad. I hope it'll be just as useful in my Master's program because the amount of reading that has been thrown at me is overwhelming. I know this week is just insane because I decided to sign up for a presentation I don't know much about, so I've been working my butt off to figure out what I can even talk about. In the end it'll be good to get it over with though and I know that.
Toronto...is big. And I have yet to explore a lot of it, but that will come (hopefully) in the next year or so. I've really enjoyed it so far and hope that it will continue to be that way. Have I made any friends, you ask. Well that's another story. I'm glad I don't have a huge social life here as I can hardly find time to feed myself let alone hang out with others. I have quite a few acquaintances that I'm sure will result in friendships, I just need to carve out some time for making that happen.
The people in my program are great and I'm really enjoying my classes. They're challenging and I'm finding it's such a big learning curve, but it'll all work out in the end. God has me here for a reason and I'm going to trust in him.
Love and miss you all.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Dear Handel

Dear Handel,
Thank you for the opportunity today. I look forward to talking with you further. I'm glad I went even though I was nervous and unsure. It'll all work out in the end.
Thanks.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Anya

Dear Anya,
Thank you for taking me in as a roommate. I'm happy your trip was fun and I'm glad that there were some good surprises. I know it wasn't what you expected it to be like it was, but we all learn something by traveling the world. I think we will get along this year, and I hope we will get comfortable with each other soon.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Irra

Dear Irra,
Expect a letter in the mail soon!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Thursday, September 11, 2014

Dear Nicki Minaj

Dear Nicki Minaj,
You make me absolutely sick. I can't believe you're a role model to so many young girls. Please...please...rethink your messages in odour music. What your producing is on there edge of porn and I'm surprised you can get away with it.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear York Administration

Dear York Administration,
I'm so glad I have my own administrator to go through in my department because I cannot stand dealing with you guys anymore. It was a brutal and long process I wish not to repeat.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Ellen Degeneres

Dear Ellen Degeneres,
I guess I should expect that you would have to bring people onto your show that are popular and well known, that's kind of the point of a talk show. However, after seeing a clip from your show on Nicki Minaj's music video Anaconda, I'm appalled that our society can even let something like that video on national television without some advisory warning. I would not be impressed one bit if my child had been in the room when anything like that came on. And I don't even have kids!
What is this world coming to? I thought you were all about promoting women's beauty and what not...what you seem to showcase a few times on your show makes me reconsider that.
Just some food for thought.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Monday, September 8, 2014

Dear Financial People

Dear Financial People,
You're a real pain in the butt to deal with. A straight answer would be nice if you could just do that sometime please.
Thanks.
Yvette

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Dear Tobi

Dear Tobi,
Where do I even start after reading your letter that you wrote for me on your birthday? I'm sitting here balling like a little girl and I don't think that's suitable on your birthday haha. I guess I just miss you...a lot. I miss hanging with people I'm so comfortable with and can just be my normal self around. I'm sure I'll meet people here soon and become comfortable with them too, but nothing will compare to what we had this last year. How could it unless I spent every single waking moment with them? Sigh.
I hope your birthday has been special. I think 21 was a really good year for me (Oh it was so long ago), and I'm sure God has great things in store for you. Of course there will be trials and tribulations, but you're an amazing young woman who's stronger than most I know. You'll get through and if you ever need someone to lean on I'm here for you, just a message or phone call away.
I wish my card had got there for you on your birthday...I'm surprised it hasn't actually. Tess sent a letter here and it arrived in days. I sent that letter a week ago...maybe Manitoba is just slow on postal. Who knows? It'll get to you though (I hope) and I cannot wait for you to get your gift! I'm so sorry it's late, and I really really hope it turns out or I'm going to be furious. But yah...I hope you're having a great evening with friends and family.
Love you!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Brett and Veronica

Dear Brett and Veronica,
Thank you so much for the weekend and the fun we had. I really enjoyed getting out of the city and just hanging with some really awesome people. I had such a good time and you two are amazing. I hope it won't be the only time I get to see you!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Friday, September 5, 2014

Dear God

Dear God,
I want to thank you for the thunderstorms tonight. The lightning reminds me of how amazing and powerful you are. I'm so glad I got to see a storm before the winter as I haven't seen any this year. So thank you.
I pray that I will continue to trust in you and let you guide my steps each day.
Love you.
Yvette

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Dear ttc

Dear ttc,
I'm very surprised at how slow things seem to run here. Perhaps it's not your fault, but I can't get over the fact I have to budget an hour to go anywhere when I could walk it in an hour. So strange.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear administration at universities

Dear administration at universities,
How surprising is it that I have difficulty with the administration at York? Not very. It seems that every university I've gone to and from speaking with others, other universities administration teams are absolutely atrocious. I'm sorry you're stressed out...but know full well that your not the only ones stressed out. So don't take it out on us because we're the ones actually paying you. Get another job if you hate yours so much.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Dear Profs

Dear Profs,
I know I haven't met any of you yet and I'm kind of biased, but you have big shoes to fill. He profs I had at mun were like my parents in that they opened my eyes up to a world I've learned so much  about and grown to love. Of course I'm excited to meet you all and get to know you. I can't wait for this year to begin!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Monday, September 1, 2014

Dear New Roommates

Dear New Roommates,
I was skeptical at first as I had such a good past year in St. John's with great roommates, but it think you guys are going to be awesome as well. I look forward to getting to know you guys better and hopefully we can all practice our Russian and brush it up!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Yvette

Dear Yvette,
I know you have a whole week ahead of you and there's so much change going on, but stay strong. You've done amazing up till now and you can keep on doing it. This week is exciting with orientation and getting all settled into your room and meeting your second roommate. The Lord is watching over you and will keep you safe and give you what strength you need. Rely and trust in him.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Dear Dad

Dear Dad,
Happy Birthday! I wish I could be there to spend the day with you, but it guess that won't be happening for sometime. Perhaps next year! That'd be exciting. I couldn't stop laughing at the photo of you in the giant BBQ chair. It's a really good photo, might have to get it printed off and put it up in my room.
How did the rest of your day go? Did you get a green egg BBQ? Mom said you were looking at them.  They seem kind of big though. Perhaps not the best for camping.
Life's been ok here in Toronto. I move into my room tomorrow after church and will finally be all settled in. I'm getting used to transit and figuring out my way around. I'm so glad you guys came for a week. I can't wait for you to come back and have more adventures. Maybe you and mom can come down to see one of Nevada's shows! I'm excited to live close enough that I can go see. It'll be fun.
Well I won't keep you long. Hopefully you have a party planned for tonight with all your friends.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Becca

Dear Becca,
Expect a lettering the mail soon!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Dear Cavesister

Dear Cavesister,
Expect a letter in the mail soon.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Dear Tobi

Dear Tobi,
I hope my written letter was sufficient for the letter I promised you.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Mom & Dad

Dear Mom & Dad,
This is a bit late, but I'm so glad that I got to have you guys here when I moved and settled into my new place. It really helps a lot, and I'm so privileged to have parents that would come so far and pay a lot to help me out. I don't think there a lot of parents who would do that for their 23-year-old.
I know you guys are probably worried about me moving to a new city with all my issues, but I do feel quite calm about it as of right now. I know I will struggle with a lot of things here and it will be difficult at times. However, I know God has a plan for me here and he has something prepared for me. It may not be as big and outgoing as my friends back in Newfoundland, but it will be something. I'm excited for the new adventures and all the things I'll experience here.
So please don't worry, and it won't be long before I'm home anyways to visit. Maybe I'll even be able to visit a few times more than I did when I lived in Newfoundland. 
I love you both very much and miss you already.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Vulgar Man

Dear Vulgar Man,
Today you yelled at my father. It pissed me off. I don't think you realize that you were sitting in the middle of a very large tourist attraction. I hope someone actually stood up for themselves and fought back against you. I couldn't have taken you and my father luckily didn't hear or care for what you said. You're lucky I'm small. It takes a lot to anger me, but as soon as you insult one of my relatives or friends my claws come out. I leave you to God and forgive you for your insults.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Toronto

Dear Toronto,
You're kind of big. And you're kind of scary. Can you please be nice and spit some nice people out towards me? 
Thanks.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Dear Becca

Dear Becca,
How are you finding Kingston?! I'm so sorry I wasn't around today when you were in Toronto, I would've loved to see your beautiful face. I hope your day was ok and that you found something to do. I'm going to church tomorrow and praying God has everything planned out for me and I'll know whether or not I'm supposed to be there.
I'm very very happy God brought you into my life. I know I write that in a lot of letters, but I really am thrilled to know you. I'm having so much trouble with anxiety right now the last few days Tobi and my parents are here and knowing you moved to a large city and were also alone makes me feel a bit better. I know it'll all work out, but it's just so overwhelming in such a large city. I guess if I think of it as a city of only a million not including the surrounding area it's not so bad. Hopefully I learn where to stay away from and where is okay.
Are you feeling alright in the new city? It sounds like you have quite a few friends! Are you excited for school? I'm kind of getting excited, but nervous too. I have no clue what to expect! Man look where we are in life! Go us!
Anyway I should go to bed.
Love you!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Josh

Dear Josh,
You may have felt left out with the flood of NL letters I've written the past few days, but I had only so much time on the plane to write. I'm glad I was able to get some done as I've been super busy running around with my family and Tobi. It's slowly starting to settle in that I'm actually going to be living here, which is crazy because it's such a big city.
I bet you'll miss your sister even though you say you won't. My sister and I aren't even that close and I miss seeing her. At least you'll have Julia around to bug and Tobi will eventually come as well. I can't believe we're all splitting up slowly. Do you think you and Julia will head off somewhere else other than NL after you're done school and married? I think you guys should come here :)
I'm glad God brought you into my life and I got to be friends with you the past three years. Your silliness and jokes have made my feel more at home than you can imagine. So thank you for that. Keep strong ties with your siblings as it's a great model for others to see and strive too have with their siblings. Keep Julia sane while most of girls are gone!
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Dear Britney

Dear Britney,
Happy birthday lovely! I hope the letter I wrote will suffice for my letter today. I also hope you had a fabulous day. I miss you a ton.
Love you so so much.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Dear Karen

Dear Karen,
I started writing letters to everyone back in NL and I'm realizing that I'll probably finish this year of letters off just by writing to everyone back there. I miss everyone so much already, but I know that I'll see you sometime and a year won't be super long. Hopefully I'll see you at the wedding next year!
I am so happy your parents invited us into their home, and despite you were super busy all the time with school I'm happy we were able to get to know each other and hang out as much we did.
I hope all goes well for you in school and life. You have an exciting year ahead of you and I'm sure you'll have a lot of memories and new things occur.
Good luck in everything and I can't wait to see you again,
Love,
Yvette

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Dear Justin

Dear Justin,
Oh man what a time we've had these past few years. I'm so glad you started hanging out with us more and we all got to know each other so well. It's truly been a blessing. You and your family have been amazing and I don't know what I would've done without any of you. I've felt more at home this year than I ever have living away from home. I can't get over how nice Newfoundlanders are and how they just seem to sweep you up into their family without a second thought. Thank you for that, I think of you as a brother and it makes me happy to know I'd be able to come back to NL and nothing would change between us.
I pray that your studies will continue to go well and that you'll enjoy your next work term. Remember to take some time and just relax, do something fun and spend time with friends and family. The enemy likes to distract and keep us busy so be wary of that. I get caught up in it all the time.
Keep in close touch with Brad! You guys have such a great relationship and he's grown so much, no doubt with help from you and the other guys. I'm sure there'll be other young men coming to the group and you'll soon find yourself in a bigger role of helping them out. Trust in God and know he will help you in all you need.
Thank you so much Justin and I can't wait to see you again.
God bless!
Love,
Yvette

Dear Jason

Dear Jason,
I hope people don't think that I just pumped out a ton of letters on the plane ride to Toronto and didn't think about them. I haven't written any blog letters in quite some time because I've been so busy, and I wanted to get hard copy letters to everyone, but I ran out of time. So trust me when I say I put thought into all of these as I thought about what to write to each of you as I packed.
I can't even begin to write everything down in a letter and I hope that God works through me in getting the thankfulness and gracefulness I feel for the friends I have had in NL across to them. You are all amazing in your own individual ways and I can't get over how much God has changed each and every one of us. I believe that these changes have worked within others around us as well and helped mood everyone into new people. It's amazing to see God working within our brothers and sisters.
So many times you have surprised me with your quirkiness and wisdom. Now you're probably chuckling at that, but I do think you are quite wise and mature in your decisions. It's obvious to me when I look at you and my other Brothers in Christ compared to my guy friends who don't know Christ and are even older than you. You really seem to have it all together and I'm glad that God has give you opportunities to do things you enjoy, such as take fun courses like firearms safety and the motorcycle course. You're ambitious and that's really great for a young guy. So many doors will be opened to you.
Let me know if you're in Toronto, I'd be thrilled to catch up!
God Bless!
Love,
Yvette

Dear Keegan

Dear Keegan,
Where do I even begin? You were probably my initial friend in St. John's and I couldn't even begin to thank you for everything you've done and helped me out with. Thank you just doesn't seem to be good enough, however it's all I can say. I can't thank God enough for you and all the things you've done, not only in my life, but many others at the chapels. You've been a true blessing to us all and I'm so glad we have someone like you around.
Now that I've moved off the island don't expect my theological questions to stop. You're the only theologian I know really and feel comfortable talking with about the tough questions.
I'll be praying for the youth and other ministries you'll be involved in this coming year. I know God will provide you guys people to help out and it'll all work out well. I hope youth is as great as last year and if you ever need any ideas just give me a text and I'll help out from a distance! I'm definitely going to miss it, but have been praying that God will provide other opportunities for me to help out wherever he needs it. I want to be involved as much in my new church as I was at Faith.
To say I'm going to miss you is an understatement but for some reason I'm at peace with leaving. I know God will provide opportunities for me to see y'all, and I'll see you and the others at the wedding next year.
Thank you so much Keegan for everything. You're an amazing Brother in Christ And I've seen him work through and in you to a point where you've become this crazy mature believer. Tobi and I often talked about how much you've changed and grown up (not that you weren't grown up before). It's really cool to see God work in people.
Good luck with the shroom hunting and fishing as well!
God bless!
Love,
Yvette

Dear Irra

Dear Irra,
I wanted to write hardcopy letters to everyone before I left, but I ran out of time and this is the best I'll get to do because I know how busy I'll be setting things up in Toronto. I can't believe I'm moving onto such a big city, a place I said I'd never consider for school. I guess when I said that though I didn't plan on doing my master's degree.
I just want to say thank you for all the help you've given me. I've enjoyed getting to know you and will surely miss you. Let me know where God takes you and I'll be sure to keep in contact with you. I hope school turns out well for you and will continue to pray for you. Good luck in finding a new roommate and I hope your cat stays healthy, as well as you! Keep up the puns and jokes and stay strong in faith. You're truly and amazing and beautiful woman that I'm so happy God brought into my life.
God bless.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Leah

Dear Leah,
I wish I'd had time to write a hard copy of a letter to you before I left, but things just got really crazy at the end and the next best thing I can do is write one to you via email or Facebook. I'm sitting on the plane right now to Toronto and it doesn't even feel like I've left. At the most it feels like I'm just going on a long trip and will be heading back to NL in a month or so. I imagine it'll sink in more in a week when I move into my new place and my parents and Tobi leave.
I'm so glad God put you in my life. I know we didn't get a lot of time to hang out and get to know one another, but I thank him for the time we did get. It was such a blessing and I hope we can continue to stay in touch. I know I've been saying it to everyone, but is really mean it when I say call me if you're ever in Toronto or out west. I can definitely hook you up with places to stay if you're ever in Alberta or even Saskatchewan. Probably BC too.
I can't get over the fact I've been in NL three years and finished my degree and am moving on. It's nuts how fast time goes by. I hope our study goes well in the fall and we're able to get the google hangouts or skype to work, I really enjoyed captivating and think it's beneficial for us ladies to get to know one another a bit better. I just listened to a sermon on the plane by Francis Chan and it was really powerful. Got me pumped about our life after this one and how much more amazing and painless it's going to be. I can't wait to spend eternity with The Lord, as well as so many of those I met in NL. It's really going to be a blast.
It's funny that I started this off with saying it doesn't feel real, but now that I've written a letter I feel a piece of me being left behind. I imagine each letter I write will become harder and harder the more I realize the awesome people I call brothers and sisters are in a place far away now.
Good luck with your future and may God guide you in everything.
Love,
Yvette

Dear Nicole

Dear. Nicole,
I pray for a safe trip for you tomorrow and the next week or two. I hope you got my hand written letter!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Julia

Dear Julia,
I hope Keegan gave you the hard copy of your letter.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Dear Everybody Day 7

Dear Everybody Day 7,
It was an early start to the day. I rolled out of bed to the sound of cheerios hitting a bowl outside on the picnic table and decided it was time to get rolling. I always find the last day of camping the absolute worst. You have to pack up and leave such a beautiful place and return to busy life in the city. Who wants to go back to that? And on top of that there was the fact that I was leaving in less then a week looming over my head.
We were quick to get on the road, piling everything as neatly as we could into the car before driving off towards St. John's. 8.5 hours later we arrived with little to delay us. We stopped at a small gift shop that offered over 24 flavors of soft ice cream, but that was about it for pit stops. We were happy that our flat tire (that had been flat yesterday and we had to get fixed, at the same shop we borrowed air from) stayed nice and round and got us all the way home.
As soon as we let Sophie out she was on the ground wagging her tail and enjoying belly rubs and the attention we gave her. Within a few hours we had a bearded dragon brought over, the one the people we house sit for own but have another family looking after for them. Her name is Rosie and she's absolutely the most fantastic thing I've seen in a long time. I love holding her and letting her cling to my shoulder as I sit and talk on the phone or read. I think we're going to get along quite well the next week before I go.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Everybody Day 6

Dear Everybody Day 6,
Getting up the next morning we were determined to do a bit of hiking. We'd figured we'd climb up the Tablelands as well as walk up to the fjord that everyone seemed to rave about.
Upon walking out to the fjord in jeans and flipflops, we determined it was quite warm with the sun beating down on us. Slightly sweaty we came upon the large rock formations that created a large canyon in which a lake (pond in Newfie terms) cut its way through. What it looked like from the inside? I do not know. I doubt I'll ever know in real life as I doubt I'll ever return, but it was nice to look at...I guess.
Getting back to camp we made lunch and decided we could do better things with our time than trek around a desert-like rocky area and looked up sand beaches. Finding them we jumped in the car and sped off. Shallow Bay greeted us just outside the town Cow Head, and to our delight had kilometers of sandy beaches along a shallow bay of the ocean. It was beautiful.
Spending the afternoon there we went back to camp where we began to clean up and make supper. Heading down the beach we watched our last sunset in Gros Morne, the colours dancing across the rocks surrounding us. The stars that night shone down, reminding me that my time enjoying the wilderness was limited and I wasn't sure when the next time I'd get to do such a thing would come. A shooting star shot across the sky to our delight and we laughed, both secretly thanking the Lord for the beauty he has created.

Dear Everybody Day 5

Dear Everybody Day 5,
I apologize for the late writing of this post, however it was difficult to get wifi at the campground we were staying at and I was less worried about technology than I was enjoying myself in the wilderness.
We awoke the next day after a good rest and crawled out of our tent. Making a quick breakfast, in anticipation and eagerness to go to the museum, we discovered our tire looked slightly flat. Hoping for the best and that it had just lost some air due to the thousands of kilometers we'd put on it, along with all the craters we had to drive through in St. Anthony, we headed off to a gas station. Finding no air or ice (for the cooler that had become an ocean rather than the ice shelves of Antarctica) we went up the street to a busy little shop and stole some air there.
Finally we were able to head off to the museum. Walking in with the skull in a bag we approached the counter where an older woman stood eyeing us suspiciously. Asking if this was the museum we were told it was the gift shop and it cost $8 to go into the museum. Scoffing I shook my head and asked for an interpreter. She informed me that they had not come in and offered her own assistance. I shrugged and put the skull on the counter, slightly concerned for what she was going to say. Her eyes grew slightly bigger as she eyed the artifact. She confirmed my fears and informed us to take it back where we found it and put it there because apparently there were cameras everywhere and you never knew when you were being watched.
Disappointed we headed back to camp and decided we'd head down to the beach to replace the skull. As we went down the rocks towards the ocean where we planned on hucking it into the water as far as we could so no one else would make the same mistake we did, we stumbled upon a large skeleton with what I can only guess was flesh, left on it. The ribs were exposed as was part of the spine and ridge along the top of the spine. Amazed we laughed as we headed towards it, absolutely surprised at the find. Deciding not to throw the skull in the ocean we left it right by the skeleton for others to discover and look at.
Being warded off by the stench we continued along the beach towards a long stretch of inviting grassy cliffs. Our eyes searched the small pool we came upon and soon we walked upon small pebbles that were moving with spiders. A few hours later we were back in camp and decided to go on a drive.
Now I can say with confidence I have seen all the communities within Gros Morne National Park, as well as all the communities on the Northern Peninsula. We came across the Tablelands and the Earth's exposed Mantle and were fascinated before continuing on to the end of the road.
Returning to camp we had a nice supper and sat down at the fire. That night the moon shone brightly (the super moon) and we pulled my ipad out to try the Starlight app. It was fascinating and by the time we went to bed our necks were sore from being cranked back to look up at the wonders of the universe.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Dear Everybody Day 4

Dear Everybody day 4,
The mist drew around the harbour as I slowly pulled my head from my pillow ten minutes before my alarm was set to go off. Tobi lay in the twin bed across the small, comfortable room from me looking at messages on her phone, having awakened earlier as usual. Yawning I sat up and rubbed my sleepy eyes hearing voices downstairs around a set breakfast table. I took a deep breath in, the smell of coffee and toast swirling through my nostrils.
Getting up we got ready for the day, packing our things in hopes to hit less wet weather down south in the national park of Gros Morne. After a quick breakfast of oatmeal and toast, as well as a nice conversation with a couple from BC, another from Quebec, and another from Ontario we packed our things into the car and got onto the highway. The mist didn't let up and as we winded our way through coastal villages fog began to sweep in over the dark waves of the Atlantic. We pushed on though hoping for the best. Listening to a sermon got our minds off the weather and before long the fog lifted as we came into the Long Range Mountains of Newfoundland.
Soon enough we reached our destination of Green Point campground just on the north end of the park. It was quaint, but nicely kept and self registered. It didn't take too long before we strung everything up to dry out and made lunch around a fire. After some time we headed down a small path to a rocky beach and pushed closer to the water. To our delight as we came closer to the water's edge we discovered thousands of snails upon the large rocks. Carefully we made our way around the tidal pools smelling the salty air and pushing our hands into cool water to touch starfish that clung to rock walls.
Finding a red crab only brought more delight as we attempted to reach down and pick it up. The palm sized creature resisted and scuttled away, startling a small eel-like fish. Grinning we climbed upon a massive slab of rock and watched the horizon in hopes of seeing whale's puffing air out. To our dismay we saw none and decided to continue onwards. Heading out onto more slippery rocks we came upon a white object just on the edge where the tide was beginning to sweep over the rocks.
Dodging snails and slippery rocks we made it out, looking down at what we were sure was a bone of some sort. Excited, Tobi moved onto another rock, sitting to try and get closer to it. In the process her foot slipped into the waves below and in an attempt to get her foot up she braced her left foot on a slimy rock, that foot diving into the depths as well. Laughter jolted through me as she fumbled, dunking her other foot in again. Controlling our laughter we brain stormed as to how to get to the bone without getting into the water. Bare feet were just as slippery as shoes. I lay on my stomach over a large rock and reached down, just barely able to brush my finger tips across the smooth surface of bone. Excitement filled my veins as I reached further, wrapping fingers around the long part of the bone and tried to pull. Just as it moved the slightest a wave splashed towards us and into my head. I let out a yelp of surprise and frowned at the salty water dripping down my forehead, realizing how karma slapped me in the face in the form of a wave for laughing st Tobi's misfortune. Lying down again I reached down and pulled harder, lifting each time Tobi warned me about a wave. With a sharp tug the bone came free and I lifted it from the depths.
Our eyes widened as we stared at a skull of some sort. A small sea star had wedged its way into one of the nostrils and I handed it to Tobi so I could stand. As she took it there was a clatter and suddenly a large crab fell from the brain cavity. We both let out surprised yells and looked down the hole the crab had fallen into, myself thinking it a giant starfish, but Tobi insisting it was a crab and thinking it best not retrieved.
After our amazement wore off we headed back to camp determined to call mother Andi and attempt to identify what we imagined could be a prehistoric creature. However mother Andi agreed it was probably a whale, perhaps dolphin, of some sort and we decided it best to take to the whale and wildlife museum first thing in the morning.
Upon returning to camp, as this update was being typed out by crackling fire side, Tobi lifted the hotdog buns and frowned. Little bits had been chewed off of them as we had left them in our excitement. Laughing I figured a squirrel had got to them and left fuller than he imagined possible.
I believe tonight will end with two lying in a dry tent under a clear sky dreaming of dinosaurs and the fortunes they might be paid in the morning.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Dear Everybody day 3

Dear Everybody day 3,
The rain hadn't stopped by the morning when Tobi and I awoke. We went downstairs to have toast and oatmeal with the other guests of the B&B, meeting a couple from Calgary and a man from Corner Brook, before heading out to go back to our campsite and assess the damage. Finding a lake still pooled in our tent we packed up what we could dry and headed to the comfort station to throw some things in the dryer. 
While waiting we sat in a picnic shelter and played crib, visiting with a couple from Oshawa before sprawling the rest of our wet things, such as the tent, fly and matts all over the shelter. A few houris later and after a warm meal of pasta we headed out to Lanse Aux Meadows. Thrilled at the idea of Vikings we cruised on up to Norstead, where the Viking village was. Unfortunately we were greeted by tourism. The area cost $10 to tour around, which involved going into the grass houses and seeing people dressed in costumes acting as though they were Vikings. It was a bit childish for me, and I kind of wish I could have gone through without the acting and just an explanation of the history.
However, we did get to see a cargo ship that was a replica of what the Vikings would've used, as well as many crafts and ironwork that was all completed on the site. Luckily for us with the cool rainy weather it wasn't that busy. We only spent about an hour there before heading off to all the surrounding communities to take pictures of the coast line and explore. For such a rainy day I think we did good for keeping ourselves occupied.
I've determined I love the landscape up here. It's like a cross between tundra, shield and bush along with the ocean and beautiful cliffs. Later we stopped by camp and got the rest of our things before packing back to the bed and breakfast in st. Anthony where we lay in our room playing Blokus and reading. 
Tomorrow we head off to Gros morne and hopefully better weather. I doubt I'll be able to update there.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Friday, August 8, 2014

Dear Everyone Day 2

Dear Everyone Day 2,
We awoke to a puddle under Tobi's mattress which had soaked up the bottom of her sleeping bag and onto the top of her mattress. Grumpy we showered and got ready for the day, figuring it was just easiest to get breakfast in town rather than get rained on. So we headed off...in the wrong direction. Halfway to Lanse aux meadows we deterimined our issue and headed off the other direction, finally reaching the long awaited town of St. Anthony. And I can't say it was anything like I expected. A town of no traffic lights and two single men doing construction on their main road, I'm surprised the town even manages to run. 
Travelling along the main road we discovered our lacking choice of food and turned into the new Jungle Jim's five minutes before they stopped serving breakfast. Having a quick meal we decided to do some driving and ended up going about the coves surrounding the area. Eventually we came upon a small house in Ship cove that had a small inviting sign saying "tea coffee art". We climbed the stairs and found the porch set with soaked tables and chairs. Just as I was saying it looks closed a misses opened the front door and invited us in for coffee and to view the art.
Needless to say we spent two and a half hours speaking to a woman who had traveled the world, spoke some Russian to me as soon as I mentioned my degree and showed us some beautiful photographs of clothes lines around the island. We eventually said our farewells and headed back to camp praying our tent had dried.
Upon our arrival we found a pool of water in the bottom of our tent. Scrambling we grabbed our things and threw them into the car unsure of what to do with our limited supply of three towels. We headed in towards town and called mother Andi in distress. Hanging up five minutes later with her laughing at our state we called a B&B and reserved a room. We went into town and lugged our wet stuff into the room before heading to a nice restaurant in a hotel and had a home cooked meal with an amazingly thick crust pie. And now I sit happily warm on a comfortable bed after having a bath in brownish hued water. Tonight shall be restful. 
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Everyone

Dear Everyone,
I thought it'd be good to write letters that described Tobi and my road trip across the province of Newfoundland as I thought it would be less eventful than it has been. Day one we made it to a small provincial park, Notre-Dame provincial park, a ways past Gander. It was beautiful and I was shocked at the fact they had open garbage cans in each campsite. So much for bears here. We unpacked and had a restful night of sleep before heading on the road again to St. Anthony.
It was a faster drive than we had imagined, but it was just as beautiful as everyone had said. Large rocky hills rose up as we climbed through Gros Morne, similar to the foothills close to the mountains. The ocean appeared on one side of the road with the hills looming nearby on the other side. I cruised along while Tobi napped. By 5:30 we'd come to our next camping site, another beautifully maintained provincial park, Pistolet Bay. We unpacked and set up a tarp as rain had been in hither forecast.
Exhausted we made dinner and made a small fire. It wasn't long before we had to call it a night, exhausted from our drive. I was surprised at how much I actually thought I might be able to survive in the tiny towns dotting the rugged coastline.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Dear God

Dear God,
Thank you for the chance to go camping with one of the most wonderful people on my life. I pray we'll have an amazing time and that we enjoy the experiences you provide us. Also please keep us safe and the moose off the road. Thank you so much for this.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Dear MUN

Dear MUN,
Well I spent my last time walking around your campus. And because my phone keeps deleting everything I type or say to put into this blog I shall just say this… That I will miss you. Thanks for the memories and good times MUN.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Monday, August 4, 2014

An apology

An apology to everyone who thinks to glance at my blog,
I apologize for the next week as I will be gone away. I finally will have time to myself and to share an amazing experience of traveling Newfoundland with my best friend. I doubt I will have service and ask for your patience in me writing letters the next seven days. I shall try and write a few extra before I leave so I'm not far behind on my timetable!
Take care.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Tiff

Dear Tiff,
How goes the new house? I'm sure you just want everything to be put in place and every thing unpacked, but don't worry soon you'll be settled in and comfortable. Moving and packing and unpacking is always a huge ordeal. I'm so excited and happy for you guys, you should see me running around here showing everyone pictures and telling them that you guys bought a house. I can't Wait to see it at Christmas, hopefully I'll be able to stay over a day or two.
I'm leading a book club, I guess you could call it, at our place every Monday and we're reading the book captivating. I don't know if you've read it, and if you haven't I think you should, but this week was on daughters, mothers, and sisters. I have Read the book before, however I was disappointed that they didn't touch a lot on sisters and our relationship. Chapter focus mainly on mothers and daughters, however I think the relationship between sisters is something special, and different than any other relationship you have. Unfortunately I don't think I have the best relationship with you, and I kind of blame myself. I would not say we have a bad relationship, but I would like to get to know you better and I wish I had grown closer to you when we had still lived closer together. I see others with there siblings here and I wish I was at home and going to school there and that we had grown just as close as them. I guess you could say I was jealous. But I'm learning to cope with it and I hope one day that we can live close together and build a really strong relationship like mom and Aunty Lou. I do want to get to know you better, I don't think I know very much about you when it comes to your past. Through this book I've realized that it's important to know what people went through in the past even if you lived with them and spent a lot of time with them. I should know what happened, but I don't know your thoughts or what you struggled with. I think it's the same with me not telling anyone much about my past and what I felt through those years we were so distant. It wasn't just you I didn't talk to. It was everybody.
I know it's hard to have an honest conversation. I know it's not something you just sit down on the phone with someone and start talking about. Usually something brings about the conversation, however one of these days I will build up the courage to tell you my testimony and why I left after high school and what changed me during high school, a change that happened and is the only reason I'm still alive today.
Needless to say I do miss you and Greg and I wish I could be there to welcome you into your new home. Expect a home warming gift at the latest by Christmas if not before.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Dear Rebecca

Dear Rebecca,
As part of the newer people that have become friends and acquainted with our friend group here, I wish you the most wonderful experience. I have had such a wonderful past three years with the friends I have made here. The group that you have been welcomed into is absolutely fantastic. I pray that their hospitality and helpfulness will be everything you seek in a group of friends.
It saddens me that I must be leaving this year, as I love to get to know new people and invite them out to all the events that we plan. You have come at a very changing time for our group of friends as many of us are leaving. However I imagine people will also come in the fall for school and hopefully join and come out. 
I pray your studies will go well, and that you enjoy University. It's so much different than high school, and I absolutely love it. I hope you find this love for it as well. Remember to keep going even when it gets tough. You'll have a great support group here.
God bless,
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Francis Chan

Dear Francis Chan,
I just want to write and say thank you. I Have been listening to some of your sermons over the past few days and I've really enjoyed what you said. I've come to realize that I need to change some things in my life and I'm very glad for that. I think a reminder every once and again is good idea. A different perspective is always helpful.
I pray God will continue to bless you and your family and that he will continue to work through you to touch other people's lives as you have touched mine. Perhaps one day I will be able to sit in your audience and listen to what you have say.
God bless.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear J. R. R. Tolkien

Dear J. R. R. Tolkien,
I have begun to reread the Lord of the rings trilogy. I found an audiobook that is fabulously spoken and I'm enjoying it for a second time. I have not read it since fifth grade and can't believe how simple it is to listen to, but so much longer when you read it. I am Thoroughly enjoying it needless to say.
I don't know much about you. I do know that you were good friends with CS Lewis, but that's about it. I've read your other books, and I would like to read more, as soon as I find more time. I Am thoroughly excited to meet you in heaven and talk with you, it'll be so glorious to be in heaven together worshiping the Lord. 
As a writer I want to thank you for the beautiful world you crafted, and how much your books have sparked my imagination and help me in my writing. I hope one day that maybe I can even just touch on the magnificent world that I have created similar to what you did as a writer.
God bless.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Dear Flies

Dear Flies,
Please stop flying into my room and bothering me right before I want to sleep.
You're not welcome here.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Richard Hammond

Dear Richard Hammond,
Out of the three of you on Top Gear I think you're one of my favorite. I find it odd I'm writing a letter to you, but I thought it was interesting that you, James and Jeremy have all made a show out of something the three of you thoroughly enjoy. 
It shows how much one can do and how creative one can be in creating a career and life for themselves. If it's your passion, why not make something out of it and love what you do? I think it's really cool. 
Keep up the awesome work.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Monday, July 28, 2014

Dear child of God

Dear child of God,
I'm sure you don't want to hear it right now, but I just wanted to write a little note to you. I want to let you know that even if you feel super weak and can't keep going on that God is there for you. He loves you very dearly, and wishes all the best for you. Your family and friends also wish the best for you. We're all praying for you now and hope that you will be better soon. I know this will be a lifelong battle, something you struggle with the rest of your life. But God has given you strength… The strength that you need to get through this every single day. I promise you can rely on him for the strength to get you through everything. He will always be there to hold your hand, put an arm around you and hold you upright, to remind you that you are loved. You are so special to him, and he will love you forever.
Praying for you,
Sincerely,
Yvette

Sunday, July 27, 2014

Dear Roomie 2

Dear roomie 2,
A hard copy of a letter has been distributed to you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear roomie 1

Dear roomie 1,
A hard copy of a letter has been distributed to you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Friday, July 25, 2014

Dear Becca

Dear Becca,
Well...it's the last night you'll spend in St. John's for quite some time now. Isn't that crazy? I can't even begin to think about it. Hopefully you were able to get home not too late tonight and pack up some. Man...it's so sad. I don't want to say goodbye. I know what you're feeling and it isn't fun at all. It's going to be so different for everyone in the fall...this year is really going to be a big change for everyone.
I hope you know that I'm serious about you coming to Toronto if you ever need help or need to get away or need to see a familiar face. I'm down for coming to Kingston too! I actually was planning on attending the military college there before I decided on Linguistics. I'd like to see the city.
The next four months (or so) are going to be insanely difficult I can promise you that. It's going to be a huge change, but I want you to remember that God is the one thing that will never change. He's going to be holding your hand every single step of the way. If you ever have a moment where you want to just curl up in a ball and hide from all the change just ask him for strength and I promise he will be there. I wouldn't have been able to do all the moving I've done to this day if it weren't for God holding my hand every step. 
I'll be praying for you. Finish captivating! It'll help you stay focused and encouraged. You're an amazing person and I'm so glad I have gotten to know you and become your friend. I thank God for the opportunity of having fellowship with you and the others and will miss you dearly.
Stay safe and God Bless.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Russian Crew

Dear Russian Crew,
A year ago I was waltzing around a foreign country with y'all and I can honestly say I miss it every single day. That trip was the trip of a life time and I would never change it for anything. I had the time of my life and made amazing friends who will last a lifetime I'm sure. If it weren't for that trip I doubt Tobi and I would be anywhere near as close as we are now, I wouldn't know the rest of all you amazing people, my last year of courses would've been no where near as fun, and I wouldn't be the person I am today.
It's honestly the people who make the trip though. I'm so glad we all go along and did things together. I'm glad we watched each other's backs and made sure everyone was okay. The endless amounts of adventures helped us all grow and discover things about ourselves. We became stronger and we became...hopefully smarter. I pray that I'll stay in contact with everyone and if you're ever in Toronto call me up. You definitely have a place to stay anytime.
Love you guys, you're amazing.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Dear week of terror

Dear week of terror,
I really cannot wait until you're gone...cause you're really testing me.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Dear Physio

Dear Physio,
Please be kind to me tomorrow and quick so that I may continue on with my life.
Sincerely,
Yvette 

Dear John MacArthur

Dear John MacArthur,
I am thankful that I have been introduced to your podcasts, study bible and sermons. You have answered many questions I've held, as well as enlightened me in new areas. I'm thankful that God has gifted you with preaching and the knowledge you have.
I pray that he will continue to watch over you and your family and that your ministry may continue it serve him as long as he deems it fit.
God bless.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Ernie

Dear Ernie,
Thank you for going through the course material quickly and thoroughly. I am thankful that I was able to come home early this evening to get some other things finished.
Take care.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear John

Dear John,
The disciple "whom Jesus loved". What an amazing title to have? What a description? It's beautiful really when you think about it. It shows us how much Jesus really cares for each and every one of us. He loves us so much that we could use that title behind our own names. He came to die for us. He showed mercy towards us. How amazing is that?
And how amazing it must have been to walk beside him, talk with him, get to know him. I can't even fathom it. I cannot wait for the day to see my Lord come back in all his mighty glory and power. It'll be indescribable. I would like to meet and talk with you someday. The books you wrote in the bible are some of my favourites and have helped me through so much.
God bless.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Friday, July 18, 2014

Dear Creativity Within

Dear Creativity Within,
Where have you gone? I do not know how to awaken you and spend time with you anymore and it's driving me mad. Perhaps insanity will coax you from your hiding place. I sure hope I see you soon...I feel so blah lately.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Lady Friends

Dear Lady Friends,
How do I begin a letter to the most beautiful women I know? How do I tell each one of you how special and amazing you are? How do I go about trying to help you and give you some peace of mind without touching wounds and tearing apart dreams and beliefs? How do I write to you all and not offend any of you?
It's hard to write a letter addressed to you all when you're all so different from one another. Some of you dress to show no skin. Some dress showing all skin. Some call themselves fat (behind the smile) and some call themselves too skinny (yes this extreme also occurs). Some are married. Some are in difficult relationships. Some are single. Some of you are opinionated, strong, independent. Some are weak, fragile, dependent.
So I struggle to even write anything to all of you. Yet my heart is heavy for you all. Know I mean every single word I write here for you. Yes you. Only you. I pray God will guide my fingers as I type this message out and try not to burst into tears in the office.
Every single one of you are unique. None of you have the same hair, the same eyes, the same face. None of you have the same fingerprints, toe prints or shape of feet. None of you have the same smile or glisten in your eyes. Every single part of you is so unique. And that is beautiful. The people around you don't make you beautiful, it's what you're made of that makes you beautiful. Deep inside, you have a personality like no other, thoughts that are unique to you and you alone. You have intelligence like no other and are talented at things others are jealous of. There is someone out there who wishes they had something you had.
I know how it is. We struggle. We don't believe a word I've said. I would be a hypocrite to say I get what I'm saying, because I don't. There are days that I mope around in grungy clothes and hate myself for being a slug. "I'm so boring." I tell myself, but we need to start a revolution and take back what is rightfully ours.
A small group of young ladies and I are doing a book study on Captivating. Today a comment struck me so hard I stared at the computer unsure if I could even move. It hit me so solidly in the chest that I could hardly believe the heart wrenching stories that are told in Captivating are surrounding me in the lives of women I know. It was then I knew I needed to write to you in a desperate attempt to try and give you some inkling of knowledge on how cherished and absolutely fabulous you are. Every. Single. One. Of you.
My friends, know that you hold so much power. You were the last created and are the pinnacle of creation. You know what hurts the most deep in your heart and I want you to think about that. Abandonment really strikes us hard and I want you to realize that your actions may effect other women around you and strike at that fear we all hold. I want you to realize that you can cause a friend feel abandoned because you had no desire to get out of bed to go see them during a tough time, even if the situation doesn't seem very tough to you. I want you to know that how you interact with another woman's significant other can cause them to feel abandoned. We need to put ourselves in the other woman's shoes for a moment and use the intelligence God gave us.
For the women who are hurting, and I know that includes all of us even if you aren't willing to admit it. I want you to know that even though it may seem like you are alone and are the ugly duckling in the world, you aren't. You are a beautiful gemstone with thousands of facets that gleam in different light and situations. Sometimes the light is dim and those facets don't shine, but there will come a time, the more you believe in yourself and are confident in yourself. You are amazing and you shouldn't just throw that amazingness and beauty out to anyone who passes by. The beauty and mystery you hold should be shared with special people who respect and see you as who you are. Don't change for anyone. Discover who God meant you to be and be that person. You were wonderfully and fearfully made.
You can come to me anytime and I will do my best to be there to hold you, to talk with you, to listen to you. Our hearts are fragile gems that must be protected and not given out at random.
I love you.
All.
Each and every one of you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Dear Neverending White Lights

Dear Neverending White Lights,
I want to say thank you so much for all the music you've created the past years. Your work is absolutely stunning and you're one group I can come back to over and over again and never get tired of it. I cannot wait till your next album is released, I'm sure it'll be as phenomenal as all the rest.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear heat and humidity

Dear heat and humidity,
Please go away.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Monday, July 14, 2014

Dear AFI

Dear AFI,
How have I not written to the most influential band of my youth? You guys did so much for me growing up. When I was going through the hardest times alone I could turn to your music and be comforted. There were times I thought I'd go insane, yet all I found I had to do was turn on a number of your songs and your lyrics caught everything I was feeling. 
Even today, when I'm out of that darkness, your music is still something I love to listen to. It's a constant reminder that I can pull through anything and that music is truly therapeutic. I can't imagine what kids will do when you guys are long gone...I do hope they find your albums and the music lives on. You guys are amazing.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Ronnie Radke

Dear Ronnie Radke,
I've read so much on you throughout the years when it comes to you being in the news. Your music while in the band Escape the Fate was something I listened to daily and when I noticed you'd disappeared from the band I began to get curious. So I did some digging.
Your story made me extremely sad and I came to realize that all of the lifestyle you had before your jail time was something I didn't want to strive towards. You were an example that changed my view and helped me through the depression I have and periodically go through. No ones perfect and some may warn me to stray from using you as any kind of example, but we all make mistakes and go through things we wish never happened. However it's through these things that we learn more about ourselves and grow, as well as see who the people around us really are.
I've lost track of what you're up to now and where your life has been going, however I started listening to old Escape the Fate records and Falling in Reverse records and fallen back in love with the music. You have a beautiful voice and hope you'll continue to be able to persue music for many years ahead.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, July 12, 2014

Dear Aslaug

Dear Aslaug,
First off...Congratulations!!! The pictures I've seen on Facebook are stunning...you were stunning. What a beautiful dress and place. Grandma told me that it was your grandmother's dress or something like that. It's fabulous. I hope your day was fantastic and I'm glad Aunty Cheryl and her family got out thre to represent the Anderson clan. 
I bring you and your brothers up all the time to my friends here in Newfoundland and am glad that our family has kept in such close contact that we can say we know our cousins in Norway and have met them. It's great. I hope someday I can come to Norway and meet all of your family and see where you guys live.
Will you move to Germany? Or stay in Oslo? 
I hope all is going well and you had a great time.
Love ya,
Sincerely, 
Yvette 

Friday, July 11, 2014

Dear David Berlinski

Dear David Berlinski,
First off I want to comment on how casual you seem to talk to. From the interviews and sessions I've seen you talk in/at you seem like an enjoyable person to be around. I have to say you've made it onto one of my top lists of people I'd like to have a discussion with in my lifetime. 
I do want to say, though, that I am praying for you as well. I do support your views on and against Darwinism. I think you have thought it out well and present a very strong case against it. I just wish that the other scientists who are strong Darwinists would open up and hear what other scientists are saying. I think it's unfair they get so angry and call us ignorant and irrational when they won't let us say a thing. It isn't even a debate. You and others who have rejected Darwinism have listened to the Darwinists about their theory, you've done reading and digging and still come up with the rejection of it. However the Darwinists don't seem to even bat an eyelash towards any other theory or ideas. It seems rather unfair.
Now I'm just rambling and you've heard and thought it all before I'm sure. It has to be one of higher biggest conflicts you face. 
I pray you will continue your work and that God will open your eyes and reveal that He is the ultimate creator, the intelligent creator.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Richard Dawkins

Dear Richard Dawkins,
I was shown a documentary last night called Expelled, and first off want to say I feel sad for you. I know you wouldn't want pity and would call me ignorant and stupid for even having those feelings towards you, but I do feel genuinely sad. You are a brilliant man who has been very successful in this world. However along with that success comes many who oppose you and send you hateful emails and reviews. In this world we will all have opposers and haters, but that is not why I am sad.
I am sad for you because of how much hopelessness you must feel if you believe wholeheartedly in everything you've said. I'm unsure as to how you live each day believing there's nothing after this and that we are just creatures who do things based off chemical reactions occurring in our brain. It saddens me that you cannot open your eyes to the beauty and magnificent world around you that has apparently evolved from nothing. Do you notice the beauty and intricacy of even the simplest animal or bug? How depressing.
I am praying for you, that you may know a hope and open your eyes to the world surrounding you. I'm also praying that you open your ears to at least hear some of what other scientists who don't agree with evolution and Darwinism are saying and suggestions. We are only chemical beings in your mind and I can garuntee that not one of us has it all figured it out based off evolution and the science of today. Even you know that.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Dear Lucy

Dear Lucy,
I'm glad we've had this little experience of you staying for a few days. It's really enlightened me into what it's like having a hedgehog. You're kind of grouchy, but once you get moving and comfortable you're kind of cute. I think our personalities match and that's why we get along. You're lucky to have Brit as your mother. She'll love you to the end of the moon.
Sincerely,
Yvette 

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Dear Future Family and Community of my friends

Dear Future Family and Community of my friends,
I pray that you have something amazing in store from my friends. I'll have you know that we love them very much and hope that you will care for them as much as we do. I trust God will provide for them and Gather them to you, the right people. I'm sure you're awesome, and I hope you can see that my friends are also really awesome. Remember that they are starting anew and it may take a while for them to get used to you and their surroundings. Please be patient with them and love them and show them hospitality. I am entrusting that you will watch over them and help them in their new adventure.

Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear future roommates

Dear future roommates,
I really hope you're as awesome as you seem in my mind. It'll really make living together a lot easier and more fun.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Sunday, July 6, 2014

Dear Christie

Dear Christie,
Congratulations! You must be so happy now that the wedding has been completed and you're married to your husband. I'm sure it's a very exciting time. I know it may seem odd that I am writing to you, as I've never met you before, though I did meet you on Skype once so that kind of counts. I'm in the process of writing a letter each day to someone for an entire year. It's been quite a project… But I've enjoyed it. 
I hope you had fun at the wedding. What Tobi said you guys had a fantastic day and everyone looked beautiful. I saw your pictures on Facebook that Tobi took and you look amazing. I'm sure you'll have a great future with Travis and I hope the best for you guys. Take care of Tobi when she returns for the fall!
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Dear Beach Friends

Dear Beach Friends,
Aka Joss, Meghan and Adam. What a fun day! I told my other friends all about it when we got together tonight and they were shocked we enjoyed the ocean and swimming so much. They thought the water would be too cold. I had a lot of fun though and really hope we can do it again. Maybe even a camping trip or something! We'll get something set up.
Thanks for inviting/suggesting it Meghan. I hope your birthday is absolutely pleasent and wonderful. Try not to work too hard!
Love ya guys,
Yvette

Friday, July 4, 2014

Dear storm Arther

Dear storm Arther,
Please don't ruin my friends and my day tomorrow on the sandy beach.
Thanks.

Yvette

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Dear Hannah

Dear Hannah,
Happy birthday I hope your day was fantastic! I heard you had beautiful weather or it. It's been super warm here too. In fact I think it's too warm here.
So the big one eight eh? You have any plans for the weekend? I'm sure you do. Just don't go too crazy. I know how you can be all rambunctious and stuff ;) I hope you have fun though, and I hope the weather is wonderful if you plan to do something outside. I also hope you have a fantastic summer and if you're working I hope your job goes well and isn't too boring.
Take care.
Love you,
Yvette

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Dear Family of lost boy and grandparents

Dear Family of lost boy and grandparents,
I want you to know that many of us are praying for you. We believe in a God who can do anything. I pray that he will take care of your son and your parents, and return them safely to you. I pray that the search will end soon and all will be okay. I also pray for comfort and peace of mind for you. I know that you will not rest until you find them, but I pray he will keep you strong and give you the strength you need to get through this.
Praying.
Yvette

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Dear hot weather

Dear hot weather,
I really enjoy your company but maybe you should only stick around for a few hours and not heat the house up.
Thanks.
Yvette

Dear Canada

Dear Canada,
First off I thank God for such a wonderful country to live in. A country that is free, so friendly, so beautiful, so large, and just overall wonderful. The people are great. Even if the stereotypes about us are being sorry and polite, it's true and it's what makes this country awesome. I wouldn't want to be a citizen of any other country, and I hope I can raise my own children to be proud of their country and fight for what freedoms we have, as well as recognize the freedom that we have because of other people fighting and sacrificing for it.
We truly live in an amazing country. I pray that it will continue to grow strong, and remain free. I pray for our leaders in power that they may be guided correctly and smartly.
Happy birthday Canada!
Sincerely,
Yvette 

Dear St. John's

Dear St. John's,
I have really enjoyed the time spent in this beautiful city, and it's full of wonderful people. I guess wonderful people can be extended to Newfoundland in general as I've met many people from around the province. I'm very glad that I decided on St. John's rather than Victoria, though who knows I may have met awesome people in Victoria as well. However I wouldn't have the family that I do now. So I am thankful for that.
I thought it was particularly neat tonight that we could watch the fireworks from a cliff right with the ocean on our backs, an iceberg at the tip of Signal Hill and the fireworks over the lake with the city behind the fireworks. It was quite an experience.
Thank you for the great time St. John's, and I hope that I'll be able to visit you in the future.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Sunday, June 29, 2014

Dear icebergs

Dear icebergs,
Please melt so that the wind isn't so cold and the fog goes away. You're beautiful and all, but I've seen enough of you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Friday, June 27, 2014

Dear God

Dear God,
Today I write a prayer...a prayer of new beginnings. I've strayed away and I want to come back. To come back to where we were a year ago. I need you just as much, if not more, than I did then. I pray that as I am in fellowship with all my friends who are dear to you And know you as their Savior Lord, that I will come closer to you. I pray that I will be motivated by your power to Have the willpower I had before and become more like you every day.
I ask that you guide me in how I'm supposed to run these studies. As well as, help me determine what my role is in different activities we hold in the summer.
Please calm my heart and my nerves. Let me know that you have everything prepared for me in Toronto. Let me have peace of mind over all the changes that will occur and let me find a new home and family there.
I thank you for what you have provided for me with here and can only hope I'll have something half as great as it's been. Please keep watch over my friends here and guide them in their walk with you.
I also pray for those of my friends who do not know you. I pray I left an impression on them that resembles and leads to you. Please open their eyes and reveal that your son, Jesus, is their savior. They are dead without him.
I pray this in Jesus name.
Amen

Dear Patience

Dear Patience,
Where have you gone? I feel like a year ago I knew you, But now I have lost you completely. Please come back I would really enjoy that and so would some other people.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Dear Irene

Dear Irene,
Well it really has been forever. I wish I could get in contact with you, through email or Facebook or even a phone call. I really have no clue what you're at.
So I started this letter project 200 days ago. You are officially the two hundredths person I have written to! And I don't think it could've gone to anyone else. In so many of my childhood memories you were there, you were such a great babysitter and I loved having you around. You taught me and Tiffany a lot, and spent a lot of time with us.
What are you up to now? I moved to Newfoundland to do school. And now I'm going off to Toronto to continue with school. I love the people here, but I hate the weather and the food. Have you done a lot of traveling? I think everyone should be able to travel even just a little bit in their lifetime. We're so lucky to have such a large country that's so diverse that we can go to all the different provinces easily enough and discover something new. It's amazing. I do miss Alberta though.
Anyway. I should be going.
Miss and love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Dear Emily

Dear Emily,
Hey how are you? It's been so long since I've seen you, or for that matter heard anything about you. What's new in your life? Last I heard you got married and were finishing school. You were doing nursing right? Were you doing that in Red Deer?
I'm currently in St. John's right now. I'll be heading to Toronto in the fall for school. I know right? More school. A lot of people think I'm crazy, but I can't do much with the degree I have unless I do more schooling. Plus I'd like to teach at the college level so that requires lots of schooling. It's not so bad.
Well if this does get around to you, send me a message! I'd love to hear what's going on in your life.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Monday, June 23, 2014

Dear Tobi

Dear Tobi,
Man I swear no matter how many letters I write I cannot break the 200 mark. I'm at 197...this'll be 198. I feel like I'm completely out of steam with this project and have no clue who to write to anymore. It's almost become a chore. In a way it's kind of nice though. I've quit journaling for the most part and taken up this instead, which probably isn't such a bad idea since all I write about in my journal is complaints. I should start writing "rant" letters to people. "blah blah blah you suck because blah blah blah stop doing this blah blah blah". I'm sure that would go over well. People probably wouldn't accept those as well as they've been accepting the letters I have been writing.
So you're driving...and tired. I mean. You're not actually driving...I don't think. I think you're sitting in a car? Man I feel bad for you...sitting in a car going across the prairies. I don't know if there's anything worse than that. I mean the prairies are nice...but for over 3 hours, I'm set. Like enough prairies already. How're the crops looking? Anything coming up? I'm sure some things are up. Man I do miss it though. Did you see any mountains? Even in the distance? What about stars? See any of those? I miss it all so much.
Today I was in the kitchen serenading to Sophie...and I got this grand idea as I was making up lyrics to make up a musical. So I sang to her about my worries about not finding a place in TO and having to live in a room for two with a stranger...and then I moved onto how I'd have to live in a box...and it went on and on for a good half hour till I decided that it probably wasn't great for my sore throat to be trying to opera sing to the dog. We danced a bit too.
Man I need a life.
I can't believe I missed the Croatia game. I'm so mad. I had to miss the Netherlands game cause of work, but I kept telling myself it was okay cause I'd watch my husband later. But no...I'm an idiot. -sigh-
So two weeks before you come home. Seems too far away. I can't think about it. When I think about it I'm reminded of how few weeks I have left here in St. John's and then I get all panicky. It's insane. You come back and we leave again right away. Bah what am I going to do. You need to come to Toronto with me. I'm going to die.
Wow...look how long this letter is. I feel bad. Most peoples are so short...but yours is long. I guess it makes sense when I talk to you allllllll the time and then you're not here and I'm working all day and I don't get to see you and you never call me and WHO IS SHE?!
....
I'm going to bed now.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Dear Nevada

Dear Nevada,
Happy birthday! How are you? Did you have an awesome birthday? I hope you did. From the picture that Tiffany posted on Instagram it looked beautiful out there. I hope you guys had a birthday party or something. I'm sure you did. The pie that you posted a picture of looked amazing. How was it?
How's being home? Are you enjoying your work? I imagine you started… Or maybe that starts in July? Do you miss Toronto? I'm getting nervous about moving. Mom booked my flight for August 19 and it seems really soon. Guess it is. It'll be good to be close to you though, I'm excited to be close to family. I'm sure both of our lives will be busy, but hopefully we will see each other on holidays and stuff.
When do you fly back? Did you move into your new place? I feel like I saw pictures of you moving. How's that living situation?  
We should Skype sometime. I have to go to bed because it's super late and I have to get up really early tomorrow. But will schedule time to face time or Skype. 
Happy birthday!
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Dear Julia

Dear Julia,
I know it's probably not fair that I write a birthday letter to you and not any of the others who have June birthdays, but things got a bit crazy today and I was unable to pick up something for you. So this is the next best thing. 
I hope your birthday was a fun day. I also hope you enjoyed your party, and didn't work too hard on it. It's hard not to stress about parties at your own house, but I hope things weren't too stressful for you. I'm sad that I will be leaving and won't be able to host any of these exciting parties anymore, but maybe I'll find someone in Toronto who will let me host parties for them. We shall see.
I'm so glad I met such a wonderful woman as yourself. My time here would not have been the same without you. I wish we could've spent more time together, and lived longer together. I guess things just don't work out how we always expect or want them to. I am happy for the time we did get to live together. I want you to know that I pray for you often and hope that your masters thesis will come out quickly. It'll be so nice when you finally have that degree and can just relax with a normal job. Hopefully your job won't be as stressful as this program was.
Anyway I should go to sleep.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Yvette